Serious question mature people only?

This is a serious question I have asked and everyone either called me a troll or tried to talk me out of my beliefs. If your not open minded please go away. I want serious answers without sarcasm , trolling, or judgements. I believe women were created to be a helper to the man and wife and mother. Im looking for a christian man who will not physically abuse me but I want a husband who doesnt give a **** about me and just uses me sexually and tells me what to do. I dont want ANY kind of relationship with my husband besides him using me for food, sex, laundry and as a reproduction tool. I do NOT want to celebrate valentines day with this person or wedding anniversarys I dont even want him to talk to me if hes not telling me what to do or making me have sex with him when I dont want too. I know it sounds nuts but its what I truly want more than anything. The problem is in America you have to date the person and they expect some kind of emotional relationship which is what I do NOT want. I want to find a man who shares my views and will just use me for all I'm worth till I have nothing left and im tottally emotionally destroyed, I dont care if he has affairs or marries multiple women. Where can I find a man like this? I am serious about this I really want to know if there are men out there who would agree.